We all know the literal meaning of loneliness. But is that it ? I don’t think so.
You are not lonely when no one is around you, you are lonely when, in a crowd of thousands of people, there is no one with whom you can talk and share your feelings. You are lonely when there no one who understands you completely. You are lonely when the closest person to your heart fails to grasp the meaning and feeling behind your words. You are lonely when the people whom you helped once, just disappear when you need them. You become lonely when the only soul who had the throne of your heart is snatched from you by God. You are lonely when the memories give you tears of gloom instead of tears of happiness. But above everything, you are lonely when you yourself don’t know what’s going on in your mind, when you don’t know why you are upset, when you don’t know why are seeing only the dim corner of misery when the whole room is lit with joy. You are the most lonely when you don’t know who you are anymore, when you don’t know what the hell is wrong with you, why are you hurting yourself and your near and dear ones. And trust me, if you are in this unfortunate situation, you can never be a positive influence or a soothing touch of love even for your loved ones, let alone other beings.
And after contemplating all this, I concluded that I love being ALONE, but I would love to die rather than being LONELY..!!